I think that maybe I should limit the amount of Diet Pepsi I drink. It is 2:30 in the morning and I am wired. I should be tired. Damn Diet Pepsi for tasting better than water. There is nothing on TV this early in the morning. I was looking foward to watching a movie I had DVRed, but it wasn't the movie that was recorded. Apparently the station decided to change the programming and leave the title in the guide. Damn VH1.

I got a notice from the State today notifying me that I could withdraw my retirement. I think I might. I have to call to see what the balance is and how much they are going to take for early withdrawal. We could use the money right now. I talked to my mother today and apparently they don't think that my grandfather is going to make it to the end of the year. I need to go see him one more time. Not that he will realize it. He doesn't know who I am anymore. My grandmother was telling him about the wedding and showing him pictures and he had no clue who I was or why she was telling him. I have been lucky so far. I have yet to have any deaths in my family. Anyways, I looked into taking the train there and if I book now for the date when I want to go it will only be $42 one way. Then I would rent a car, visit with my grandparents and then drive home. I would only be driving home because I am inheriting my grandmother's china and it can't be shipped, so I figured while I was there I would kill two birds with one stone. I still have to look into car rental prices, so we will see. I really want to see my grandfather though.

Enough babbling for now. I am going to try and sleep some.